Also I have got more energy levels and drive. I’m using this energy to get things done, study, talk with people and just being productive in general. Yesterday I was reading lots and lots of testimonials on reddit, and using the energy I have to motivate myself and remind me exactly why I am doing this.

At the moment, I can’t wait to keep on going, because the benefits so far are awesome and from reading what other people have gone through upto and past day 11, things will get better. The emotional/sexual flatline will come, and it’ll be up to me how I handle it. How I handle it, will only make me better in the future and become the man that I want to be.

I have also been doing meditation for the past two days, and that has helped get some bad emotions out of me that were masked by the dopamine release during MO, so all in all it’s getting better. Also, yesterday I found out that I might have a bit of brain fog, when sometimes I can’t concentrate, wrong words come out when I speak and it’s affected me in my classes, a place where I want to succeed, and couldn’t believe how much it affected me. And since I’m really motivated to do well in class, I’m using this to help me get through the days and also make sure my performance and concentration in class improves dramatically. Because before I was giving 100% with brain for and now I will be giving even more effort than I currently give, I just don’t know how much, because I don’t know how much the brain fog has been holding me back from my potential.

@ ED – Don’t worry about relapsing etc. Think about your long term goals and read testimonials from people who have done more than 45 days and use them to inspire you to keep going forward and achieving your goal. I’m on Day 11 and wish the days could go by faster! I will post my next update after the weekend!

Keep it up guys!

Ed August 17, 2012 at 7:58 am A couple of times I have been chatting to a women when she has had her legs spread, and have deliberately avoided looking at her. I think they have picked up on that.

Ed August 17, 2012 at 11:38 am I hope that didn’t come out wrong, what I meant was they were incidentally doing this.

Tiger Tony August 20, 2012 at 9:45 am ED > you should look at them and let them catch you doing that! thats called flirting and been attractive on both sides! nothing to be ashamed.

jerry August 20, 2012 at 11:35 am @Ed

We are all men here and we love sex. I would look as well like tony said to build tension. If you look them up and down its sexual tension they “get it”

Thats one thing i havent noticed was spreading of legs, thats interesting though. I have definetely

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